Bitter-Sweet Spiral

I’m tired, I’m exhausted from head to toe
I’m way past the threshold of patience and tolerance for the pain
For the incessant suffering and torture
From the anxiety and fear of failure
From the stress and worry about tomorrow
It’s a little too much I suppose
But as fast as the day goes
I realize that I am actually an year older
Am I happy, sad, excited, anxious, euphoric
I don’t even know
All I know is that I am not yet where I would rather be
I am still yet to achieve
Yet to receive
Yet to find relief in the thought of contentment and ease
Am I wallowing in self-pity too much
Or am I simply a dreamer?

By: AK. Stine

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